When a heart gets broken.

Heart breaks are never easy.In fact the most hardest obstacles to overcome in your life.

We all have gone through it. Be it out that the partner just doesnt want the relationship or just that things never were meant to be.

Either way a heart gets broken.

Some of us go into a depressed mode.Others muster to be successful.

The above picture is of me last year when i got my heart shattered to a million pieces.

I was so depressed and in exile for about 2 to 3 months. When i say exile means its really exile.I never left my room.Maybe only to buy food or something.I did this to myself for a about 3 months.

I felt miserable.

But after this period i began to realise the reality of things.I was there dreading my life But my ex partner was going on like nothing happenend. It made me so angry.I wondered how is it that a human brain programs itself to filter the feelings and just move on.And why it was so hard for me. It occurred to me that i put my mind,body and too much of my soul into that very one person that i didnt have enough to salvage myself.

After sometime i mentally trained myself to psychologically instill strength.

I started to focus on other things and people. Made new friends and had new hobbies. One of the hobbies was to go to the gym. I channeled all my anger,sadness,frustrations.

It was very hard initially. But i somehow managed. So above is the picture depicting my determination. 

How will you overcome a heartbreak?

Yours truly,

Manager

Heartbreak Hotel.

Police case.

So yeah, me and my cousins are involved in a dumb police case.No we are not druglords from Mexico.
We are facing a very dumb case,which is not even our fault in the first place.
OK this is what happened. About 3 weeks ago my two cousins and i decided to go clubbing. So we went to a place called Clarke Quay in Singapore.Its where most clubs are and also where most problems start.We are not gangsters nor do we have any affiliations to gangs in Singapore.We are pretty innocent and decent clubbers.So its not in my system to think that we will pose a threat to anyone or begin a fight.But it happened.
We bought a bottle of Chivas and were drinking at a bar.Just the 3 of us.Happily drinking and just talking stories.After that we decided to go to a club.As we were walking towards the club,we saw a couple arguing.
More shocking was that the guy was hitting the girl in public.Which is really not a pleasant sight.So i ignored it since its none of my business.But one of my cousin,who is also a police officer in the day,stood there and monitored.I really don know why he would wanna do that but he did.ALCOHOL makes you do things.
So as he stood there,the guy saw. He ran up to my cousin and started a scuffle with him.As my cousin is big size,the scrawny fella ran away.Nope he didn't run away because he was afraid.He ran away to bring more people.Thats how coward people are over here.SO there came a section of 7 of his friends.They ran straight to my cousins and started bashing them up,like animals.Because animals don't think.
They didn't touch me because they knew me.While i was in the middle trying to fend them from hitting my cousin,one of the guy wanted to hit me.I told him,'You want to hit me,despite knowing me'? and he backed off. After awhile,the whole group ran away like bitches.
And both my cousins laid there on the road,bleeding like they were having a period.
My cousins cheeks were torn,lips wounded.Helpless and drunk.
After awhile the police came.You might be thinking,"wow the police arrived so fast?".The thing is as i told you earlier,Clarke quay is where problems start.So they will always be a patrol car nearby.
When the police and ambulance came,they gave their statements and were sent to hospital to stitch up.

Now the thing is,since the culprits know me,they have been pestering me to tell my cousins to withdraw the case.Which is actually impossible because there were alot of other witnesses there who gave statements also.
A few of them have been already caught by the police.And its a headache for me because this guys walk around with knifes.And i said something or told on them to the police,the only bed i will sleep on is my death bed.So i'm being very tactful of my statements.
I feel sorry for the guys who got caught because they are still young.But if you don wanna do time,don do the crime.

I have lost all my appetite,my aunt has been making food for me from this cook book.Still i cant eat.

I will be going to the station tomorrow for further investigation. Hope everything will be ok.

7 and a half years bad luck.

In Hindu culture, many followers believe that a human being will go through a phase which is called Sade-Sati. This is the 7½ years long period of Saturn (Shani). In which we will face many tough challenges and struggles.I had a priest who told me that my sade sati has begun at the beginning of this year. And that i will face alot of upheaval,mainly finance issues,relationship problems,unwanted troubles,difficulty finding a job and more.

All this is so true because i am facing all these now.Its really trying times for me now.
Whatever i do either ends up failing or i become unwell.I didn't believe all this when they told me about it but i am facing all of "shani's" wrath.

I began to research more on this and found out alot of interesting things.I came across a page which said they have cures for those suffering from sade sati.
One of the cures are to wear the divine RUDRAKSHA GEM.

The above picture is the 14 Face Mukhi Rudraksha.
Rudraksha, also rudraksh, Sanskrit: rudrākṣa ("Rudra's eyes"), is a large evergreen broad-leaved tree whose seed is traditionally used for prayer beads in Hinduism.Rudraksha beads are the material from which malas (108 beads in number) are made. The term is used both for the berries themselves and as a term for the type of mālā made from them.[5] In this sense, a rudraksha is a rosary, used for repetitive prayer (japa), a common aid to worship in Hinduism. Rudrakshas also used for the treatment of various diseases in traditional Indian medicine.[6]
The seeds show variation in the number of grooves on their surface, and are classified on the basis of the number of divisions they have. Different qualities are attributed to the rudraksha based on the number of grooves, or 'faces' that it has. A common type has five divisions, and these are considered to be symbolic of the five faces of Shiva. It can only be worn with a red string or a gold chain.[7][8]
Rudraksha malas have been used by Hindus (as well as Sikhs and Buddhists) as rosaries at least from the 10th century [9] for meditationpurposes and to sanctify the mind, body and soul. The word rudraksha is derived from Rudra (Shiva—the Hindu god of all living creatures) and aksha (eyes). One Hindu legend says that once Lord Shiva opened His eyes after a long period yogic meditation, and because of extreme fulfillment He shed a tear. This single tear from Shiva’s eye grew into the rudraksha tree. The rudraksha fruit is blue in colour but turns black when dried. The central hard rudraksha uni-seed may have 1 to 21 faces.


So the 14 Face Mukhi Rudraksha is symbol of Hanuman. It is superior among all. It is bless with 
the
power of Hanuman. It is also worship as symbol of Bhubaneswor. It broadens mind and helps to provide knowledge of
spiritual and philosophical subjects. It is worn only in neck. According to Hindu myths Lord Shiva him self wear it on his
neck. It helps to get success in all acts. It helps the wearer to achieve the most difficult of Goals. Makes one reach a
position of affluence and high rank. It helps in opening of the third eye so that the wearer develops such intuition that he
can successfully predict events that are yet to happen. The mantra for wearing the Fourteen-face Rudraksha bead is
Om Namo Namaha.

I have decided to get one of this gems to turn my misery around.I hope that by doing so i will not face problems and have the strength to overcome anything in the future.

But its very expensive though.There are many kinds of rudrakshas. Mainly coming from Indonesia,india and nepal.
The ones coming from nepal are the most powerful ones.Those cost up to US$700!

But if it means it will help me with my life,i really don mind investing.

Hope my article was interesting and informative.I

That girl.

Hello everyone,
So yeah i recently broke up with my gf,well actually she broke up with me.All this while i was very much blind to see that we weren't meant to be.We both were swimming against the current.But we were happy doing it.We fought everyday but we were still crazy about each other.She used to have a history.A bad one.I found it so hard to leave with it initially but i somehow managed to overcome it and told myself that i should just accept her for who she is now. We were fine.Till the day her fucked up mother came into the picture.
Her mum is a lunatic,psychotic,moronic tool.There was once me and my gf were fighting and i told her that i didnt want to speak to her for awhile.And the mum called me and asked me why i didnt want to speak to her daughter,i explained to her and she agreed that its best for me and my gf to calm down for awhile. The next day she started sending me hate messages!
She started saying i'm lifeless cause i am running away when trouble arises and that she doesn't want me to be with her daughter as i will not be able to look after her as im a coward!?
I'm like wtf.
She threatened to come to my house and created a ruckus.Fucking moron.

After that episode, things quieten down and we were back to normal,until recently.
Her mum came out with some shit saying that i had put a blackmagic spell on my gf and thats the reason why she is still with me.
Im like whoa where did this come from!?So she claimed that she went to see a medium and that the medium said everything that pointed to me.And my gf kinda was count in the middle and her fucked up mum psycho-ed her into believing that its true.We fought like mad as my gf didnt believe me.
Again after awhile things were normal.Then the mum said some stuff to my gf.
Telling her that if she was to see me,she will have to leave the house and that the mum will change the WILL and not give her any property.
And overnight my gf changed to becoming a different person.She started fighting with me for no reason.Whenever i was nice to her she would bring up incidents in the past and fight with me.And i have a very strong feeling that the mum did some spell or something to separate me and her.
And thats what happened.

We got separated.
A girl who used to say she wants to have my babies,changed to someone who said "the greatest gift for her birthday,was me not being there with her".

I even went on to buying this Book in the hope of repairing things.
How reality hurts like a bitch.

Yours truly,
Heartbroken.

Cabin Crew

Hello everyone,
I am Elango.I have always wanted to be a cabin crew with a Singapore Airlines.The reasons why i am so adamant on joining SIA is firstly, the pay. Yes most people are too afraid to let this reason out,being afraid of being judged. But that's the practical reasoning why most people want to be cabin crew.I mean the pay is good for the kind of work you do.An newbie male steward will bring back at least S$3500 on the average.With more experience,that figure can rise up to 6 or even 7k. THATS A GOOD AMOUNT KEEPING IN MIND THE KIND OF WORK YOU DO! You get paid that much for serving passengers in the sky.Well i guess the reason why the pay is so much has got to do with a few factors.The main one is that being a cabin crew is a HIGH-RISK profession.There are many cases of airline crashes recorded to date.You get paid that much because in one way or another you are jeopardizing your life for the job.The chances are very slim of an air crash but that doesn't mean it does't happen!

The next reason i want to be a steward is that i get to travel the world for free!People say the world is small,well i don't really agree with that as the world is actually BIG!Its just that most of us don't have the chance or are financially sound to travel the corners of the Earth.Being cabin crew, you travel to places you always dreamed of,meet people who you never thought of meeting,do things you never dreamed before!

Thirdly on why i want to be cabin crew,is to make new friends from different countries.
I am sick and tired of seeing the same people day in day out.Talk about the same things repeatedly.I need an adventure for free.Maybe i feel that i have been in exile all my life staying and doing things in my country.I need an escape.A passport to relish my imagination,and flying is one of the ways i think which does that.

I have actually went for SIA Cabin Crew interview last year July.I went for the first time and i went all the way through to the last round which is the Management Round(the hardest round).Let me just break down the stages on how the interview process works.Firstly,Singapore Airlines will post an Open Day Interview call on it's website.They will specify the date,time and venue of this event.They will also post the things you ought to bring on that day.Things like your passport size photos,your ID and educational certificates.
So here is the process.First you go to the venue(usually in some glorious hotel).Then you queue up to submit your application form.Then you will be divided in groups of ten.

The First Round.

The first round you will be ushered into a room with two interviewers.We will be asked to introduce ourselves and answer a simple question given by the interviewers.Sample questions are ; "which is your favorite movie".
After we all have finished that we will be asked to wait outside for the results.
Out of ten only a handful will go through.

The Second Round.

In the second round,you will be asked to produce all your relevant documents such as birth cert,education certs and your ID.After that will be Skin Check.In groups of ten,we will be ushered into a room to see if we have visible tattoos and scars.
Only a handful will make it.

The Third Round.

This round will consist of a 1 to 1 interview.The interviewer will just talk to you and know more about you.They will also prompt you with questions related to airlines.You will also be asked to read a passage to test your pronunciations.

After this if you are selected you will be asked to come down the next day for Management Round!

Management Round.

THIS IS THE KILLER.
The make or break round.
Divided in groups of six you will face to interviewers from the HR side of the airlines.
They ask you to introduce you partner!They will also ask you a random question.

After this we will wait for the results.
The most painful part.

So this is what happened for me.

The first time i went for SIA interview,i went all the way till management round.Only to get booted there.
So i went for the interview the following month and i went through the management round!
I was so happy and i thought all my worries are over and my dreams are finally coming true.
I was wrong.After we make it through the management round,we will have to go for medical checkup.

The thing is you see i had an old injury which i got when i was serving the army.So all my records stated that i wasn't in the best condition.When i went for my checkup,the doctor asked me,whether i have any injuries before. I said yes and told her that im fit now.She challenged me by asking me to get an official report from a doctor. I said ok i will do it.
So on the very same day,i went to Mount Elizabeth(the hospital i was born in) to get a medical review my back injury.I spent S$1000 for an MRI and to see a specialist.
I took all the documents and went back to the SIA doctor and gave her everything.She said.,'OK we will contact you soon".

I waited a few weeks for their golden call.None came.
After almost 1 and a half months,i got a letter saying i was rejected.
I was so broken.Not because of the money i spent,but that my dream has faded due to an unforseen injury.

The worse part of this situation is that,i tried for SIA again the following months.Guess what,i got rejected in the first round!Candidates who couldn't speak proper English got through but i didn't. It was so heartbreaking. I admit,i cried many nights for my demise.But i have been trying almost for a year now and everytime i rejected in the first round.I then realized that they keep records and those who have been rejected before due to medical reasons will be booted immediately.

I mean i am fit now,yet they wouldn't spare me a chance.

Being very depressed about this whole issue,i have lost my mind.I don't think i am surplus to their requirements as if i was, i wouldn't have made it before.
I just don't know what else to do now.
I am waiting to try for Emirates when they have an opening in Singapore.But their open days are very rare.

Till another interview comes i will be hoping and praying that my records will be cleared of their system and that i will be accepted to become a steward.

Feel free to comment on my post to make me feel better.Thanks.

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Yours truly,
A depressed Cabin Crew hopeful,
Elango Kumar.